Day 13- It is such a pleasure to be with you!

January 13^th

Thiss is me- Algurnun. I an now a stupif mouse but before I was smart who joinned the broin operation. As I becom more stupid i gues Charlie will follow my shadow of wind since he had had had the same opeaiton as mine .. Despitee I became stupif, nebertheless, I still can be the proces of Charle even tho it kind of does not makes sense as iff he is go follow my shadow. I cannot remember the thin I said so i guess I am stupid already. Perhps I become smarrter from originally. Isn’t people has IQ of 0 when they are o years old? Charlies getting stupif as me too today he goes back to bakery. Evennn though he is becoming stufid, however, his freinds still play around hirm. Charlie has a smile from the first time I have seen him- A truly smile that attracts people to bee his feirends. There he jumps and embrace his friends with a truly fierndship that seems to be never braken at all. However, it iss different from me. Despite Charl is no longger a genius compore to the later- on himmself nevertheless he learn how to socileze and become a humour person before the opration. In other wordos, he is sort of arrogent after the brain opation but did not show his proud to me. I guess this is the best end right? Where people want the original Charl, one who wants to takeed back controll of his body to realitty. Charlie tells me one thinng before his brain start changing, that he has visisited his family. When Charl goes back to hiss old house, he only see his mom but not other family members. Acording to Charli’s description, his mom has a disease named “ Alzheimer’s disease”. It is a dissease that cause her mom become eerie and sometimes lose her knowledge. Norma stays with his mom while Charli’s dad open a barbershop in Bronx. Charli remainnns happppy when he see her mom. This alllso demonstroote one thing- Charli let her mom know he is no lonnger a stupif person who always requirrred othur’s help. Charl said that her mom is kind of shocked when he knocks the door, However, after several conflicts, they ssem to be fine with each other. Charli’s having great time after becoming stupid. He is sent back to the orgnial bakery where he lives and work there. He has great time laughinging around with his friends. Despite he does not have his high-knowledge anymore, however, does the curront life make him better? Perhaps it’s the god’s present to him for his birth. I am very please with Charli, a man who I have never seen can bee so strong that he intends to against the god who gives him such poor life. He is a remarkable person- even better then the one having opration. This is because he has friendship after becoming stupid. May it’s the time I need to sleep. As I closse I eyes with a smile but no tears, I have realizing one thing- It is sach a pleosure to be with you!

Day 12- I will keep going until I can reach the sky-

January 12^th

Charlie is worriied about the lost of my knowledge as soon as I get even mroe stupid. In addition, Charlie reflects this event on himself too, who might become an idiot after possessing the pieces of lost memories. Despite he does not mention that, however, I does know what he thinks. He starts calculating the formulas Dr.Haha gives him. He equations are so messy that I cannot able to understand. As for me, currently, is running in the maze to see if I really got stopid or not. I run without any ideas and thoughts. I have hit the wall over five times and becoming so exhausted that I decide to give up. What should I do if I am stupif? Are thosee people going to abandom me from this building? What happened if I run away to avoid their awareness or worries? Does Charlie still see me as a friend?  No doubt that Charlie knows he is going to be stupid after he becoming smart since he has done the same operation after Charlie. The reflection from me may cause him upsat, however, he needs to face the truth of it. I walk into my room slowly as if I already know the end of my life- murk with people leughing at me. Why Charlie is still calculating the formula to find the mistake in this brain operation? Currently, everything is negligible and hopeless.

I have my lunch at eight o’clock. All the scenes from my view is still so normal that I cannot believe I am dumb. Is this a punishment from god of ownning a great opperunity to have such a brain operation? Maybe I should start digging a grave for me and just jumping inside would be better for all of us.. Yes! This is it! I am going to do this for everyone’s sake. As soon as I see a place with funerals but forgot what is that call, or a cemetary perhaps, I start digging with my hands and then doing it as fast as I can. However, I do not know the purpose of doing this. I am such a idiot who does thinngs on a whim. Suddenly, I see Charlie Groden who chases me like a monster and soon I want to escape from him. Nevertheless, he catches me with a eerie smile according to what I see. His smile is so eerie that I cannot identittfy he is my friend or he is going to hurt me. I have no idea where is it and where am I? Do I have a person who can stay by my side with? Will Charlie think of these questions after he becomes dumb?

At last, I am still in my rooom doing nothing but staring at the red floor. I rilly don’t knw what should I do now and future? Will Charlie able to save me? Soon Charlie opens my door with out any knocking. I cannot understand him but it’s something good to me since he smile. Charlie then talks to Dr. Haha about the mistake of the operation he found. I do no understnad so far right now.

Day 11- The angel's game comes with a wry smile- or is it?

January 11^th

I keep continue having strange behaviors throughout the morning. When I am going to take breakfast, I walk into the bathroom and even jump outside of the window. Fortunately, I am not injured at all. However, things do not get so quickly. When I am going to run in the maze, I can barely see myself as a reflection of Charlie. I am shock and speechless until Dr.Haha calls my name four times. I fall down at the table when I am going to watch anime. What is going on with me? Charlie builds an elaborate maze to me as a present. It is better than the ones Dr.Haha has it. Anyways, I decide to stay with Charlie in order to be safe from miserable accidents. Charlie decides to go shopping with Ms.Kuku at evening. I hide inside of his right pocket to protect from the great freezing temperature as if I can die immediately when I feel the temperature. Charlie spends an hour in movie theater and wandering the streets, just to be among other people. He eats  the diner where he took Alice after their movie date. A mentally disabled busboy accidentally breaks some dishes, and as he sweeps up the mess, the customers stare at him cruelly. No doubt that he is most certainly the target of the customers’ mockery, the busboy smiles along with their insults. Charlie is infuriated and screams to the crowd that the busboy is human and deserves respect. Charlie buys a lot of things: shoes, clothes, and a pencil. He bought two pairs of shoes made by a famous brand called “New Balance”. One pairs of shoes is white with red at the side. Another one contains green with black at the side. Despite I recommend him not to buy these two since they look really ugly not as nice as I saw the few ones before, nevertheless, he always remains stubborn on the things he consider as “fantastic”.  I am still having tests after they finished  shopped. Dr. Haha tells me that my record is decreasing like the wane of the Tang Dynasty which had been conquered by the Song Dynasty. Does it related to my eerie behaviors or unfortunate luck? I did not tell him my behaviors on morning since I thought it is not important at all. 

After three hours my behavior is rilly weird as if I am geting stupid. But how is that even possible? I tell Dr. Haha about this and soon he realizes that there is something missing in the opration but with no solutions came out. What shoud I do right now? Will my surounding people starts becomes irritating at me since I become stupid? I run as fast as I can to ask for Charlie’s help. He is glaring at me with dumfounded mood. He then sudenly  take out a pencl and asking for the formulas and process of brain opration. He then calkulates  over 30 times as if he is still incapacitat of having a solution. 

Day 10- Is the chain of past memories seen as a curse?

January 10^th

“Charlie, get away!”

“What the hell are you doing?”

My dream usually ends up with a moment of pain as I wake up. So does Charlie- The morning is as ordinary when the clouds are crying with Charlie. As usual, I have a cup of coke and two fried eggs sitting beside Charlie for dinner. Dr.Haha tests my time to see how fast can I reach the end of the maze. I watch One Piece after becoming sweating and disgusting. There is no special things occur which makes me humdrum. However, Charlie tells me a very rare thing- He seems to be linking the past memories every time when he falls asleep. For instance, he tells me that his mom and her sister dislike him, or detest since they see him as a retard who is hopeless from the decision of god. Charlie gets bullied with unknown reasons in school with blood all over his faces. Despite the teacher reprimand the bullies, however, this event had caused a trauma in Charlie’s childhood. He is evoking his past memories with scare as if his surrounding people are going to abandon him again. I walk into his cloth and running forward as I intend to encourage him from the past memories. Will people be easily injure from past memories that don’t even exist physically? In addition, throughout this entire event, I realize a thing: Does a stupid person cannot acquire past memories? What happens if that statement is true? Will all the families with stupid people reproach on god? This is ridiculous and nonsense! If I were a human, I shall take I responsibility to maintain my righteous to against god. I fall asleep as I finish imaging these preposterous questions. Charlie tells me that he is going to visit his old house an hour after. His family members include: Garcia, who is Charlie’s dad and has recognized the fate of Charlie. Therefore he supposed Charlie’s mom, or Rose to send him to Warren State Home and Training School. Rose, who is Charlie’s mom, threatens to put Charlie into Warren State Home and Training. It is a school  which contains the gray, hopeless institution which provides a place for retarded children and adults. Despite she knows most certainly that Charlie is incapacitate for any essential skills or behaviors, nevertheless, she remains stubborn when the topic “ Charlie is not a normal kid” brought out which usually from the misconducts of Charlie. Norma, who is Charlie’s sister, resists any invitations from Charlie when he wants to play games with her. Charlie introduces his family with tears and sorrow. I bet he can be satisfied with this sentence I tell him:

"With every tear we shed, we grow stronger; and with every tear, our memories grow stronger."

In addition, I tell him that I am always a loyal friend of him who will never abandon him. He receives such a relief after saying this sentence. His reaction also demonstrates that he yet does not have any real friends after he become smarter than the original form of him.

Day 9- Opposition against crossing over the parallels

January 9^th

Ms.Kuku is angry at the event I as I tell her that Fay intend to have inappropriate behaviors with Charlie. This is a fact with supporting details : First, that woman, or Ms. Alice  is the one who plans to let Charlie becomes drunk. Second, Ms. Alice does not resist from Charlie having these inappropriate things going on. Therefore, I would want to conclude one thing: That woman, Ms.Alice, is extremely despicable who does not even have permission from Charlie before such a thing happens. Ms.Kuku leaves earlier than usual, no doubt that  she is going to interrogate the entire event with Charlie in a  infuriate mood. I am stalking behind her since I am curious about it. Charlie opens the door with no surprises or glares as Ms.Kuku knocks the door. Charlie then begins the conversation “ Hey Ms.Kuku. How’s going on?” Charlie knows what Ms.Kuku is concerning about with a indifferent glare from Ms.Kuku. Charlie is asked to explain everything that happened yesterday. Charlie tells her with scare since he is not the irreverent one in the event occurred yesterday. After all the explanation on details, whether the first step of the action Ms.Alice does or the reaction Charlie remains before becoming drunk had let Ms.Kuku fully understand. She asks Charlie to meet with Ms.Alice at night eight o’clock. I assume that Ms.Kuku is going to threaten to her to stop contacting with Charlie. The situation can be depicted as “very terrible” as the moment when Ms.Alice meets Ms.Kuku. Ms.Kuku starts the conversation with “ Despite you may not know that, however, I am Charlie Gorden’s teacher who hereby asks you to leave far away from him!” Ms.Alice is shock with a gaze of Ms.Kuku’s face. “What the hell are you talking about ?” says Ms.Kuku who intends to build higher tension between them.  Ms.Kuku replies slowly as if she is indignant with her. “ As I mention before, please leave Charlie away. You will bring out bad influence to him compare to me.” Ms. Alice soon contains a sense of loathe to Ms.Kuku saying “ Wow, I have never ever heard this from other people.” She then leaves and trample the floor so hard that she wreaks her mood out to the floor. Despite Charlie does not know this, nevertheless, Ms.Kuku is jealous on Ms. Alice who desires to having inappropriate actions on Charlie. The action from Ms.Alice demonstrates such a torrid love affair towards Charlie. He yet does not know the emotion of jealousy from Ms.Kuku since he does not yet develop his immaturity which happens the same before when she kisses Ms.Kuku. I lie at my cushion after this event is finally over. I surmise that humans are scary when they attempt to receive the precious things they desire to own possession of it. In addition, all the people contain a certain sense of avarice in this society. Would I be one of them  if I were a human? I fall asleep as I am thinking about this question.

Day 8- The words that can pass through your boudnary

January 8^th

I have a very different breakfast on the morning since I ask Dr.Haha to prepare  my breakfast. This is the first time I receive a breakfast from him. However, it tastes sour and disgusting. I walk around in the building as usual to see any special or different things occur. I go back to my room after thirty minutes since it is humdrum compare to staying at my own room watching animation. I am hooked by an Japanese animation call “Guilty Crown”, which is incontrovertibly true on the avarice of people. People in the world is always greedy. They would want to obtain even more after they receive the things they admired before. Therefore, people will betrayed others for its own benefit. Immolation of life is a behavior of holy to gods such as Jesus. If I were the innocent people who is killed by the antagonize, I would intend to control the world by my own hands without any concession with others. People are not reliable as they mention before. Anyways, I decide to go under the hole of Charlie’s room to see what he is doing currently. I am daunting by the actions they do as I finally go inside of his room. Specifically, the word “they” in my sentence encircles Charlie who is drank and another woman who intend to take of his cloth and having sex inappropriate behaviors in which I never see them through my eyes before. Something happens when the woman finally takes of his pants and underwear. Charlie is acting with immaturity as if the old Charlie, the one who waves his hands at me and with a big smile, appears with almost the same action as he met me at the first time. Charlie is moving his hands up and down with his body shaking, almost like a childish drunk who desires to survive in his workplace. It is obvious to know that the woman is intimidating by the action from Charlie.  I assume that her brain is interpreting this unknown situation in which she is facing an unfamiliar type of Charlie. Soon when Charlie is awake at the time the woman is going to have sex insult his body. He quickly move away with a look of shock in his eyes. He says “ What are you doing?”. Charlie runs away as fast as he can. Despite the woman leaves after him, however, I am wondering about one thing. What is going on with Charlie’s behavior throughout the time when he is drunk or drunk by that woman? He remains the same compare to the moment when he confessed with Ms.Kuku, who is his English teacher.   I am musing this question while I walk on the hallway slowly. Does he know that he remain inappropriately as he is drunk? Does he know how to resolve this problem? I continue watching series of animation as I am back to my own place. What will happen if Ms.Kuku know about this event?

Day 7 - The fake humanitarians at the hunting ground

January 7^th

Dr.Haha asks Charlie to go to China in this evening for the International Psychological Convention in China. Charlie consent with a great reluctant shown on his face. More importantly, he asks Dr.Haha to bring me on as a deal to go to the convention. Charlie walks to school earlier compare any of the school days. It is obvious to know without stalking at him that he does not have any friendship and seen as a monster of knowledge from the perspective of students in this school. The rain falls again as if it helps clean up the mood of humdrum from people with thunder howling its grief beyond the sky as if it’s close at hand. Charlie does not have a friend in the school yet. I am watching a television program call “TED” in which brings out sagacious information about diversity things- Bacteria, Languages, Temple Run, or CSI Miami. The reason why I am telling this because I am extremely irritated with nothing I can do to help Charlie. I can see myself in Charlie’s shadow in past as if I need to force myself to acknowledge everything I lost before. Nevertheless, today ends without any conversation with anyone including Dr.Haha.

Charlie puts me in a bag as he finishes packing up his luggage with multiple times of sigh. He does not want to go to the convention where we have to act like a “creature” from Mars since we are going to be asking a lot of questions to demonstrate that the experiment groups do not sham their great victory on evolutionary change of people. I am sitting on the podium as Dr.Haha is explaining about the entire process and treatments. However, Charlie’s face is becoming more agitated as if he is going to destroy this convention at every second. Suddenly, Charlie requires Dr.Haha to give permission on speaking with his own point of view. He then gives a rejoinder on what Dr.Haha mentions especially on “treated as a human being”. As Charlie says: “It may sound like ingratitude, but that is one of the things I hate here-the attitude that I am not treated as a human but more likely an animal. Dr.Haha’s constant references made me what I am, or that someday there will be others like me who will become real human beings. How can I make him understand that he did not create me?" Tension between Charlie and Dr.Haha builds out immediately as if Charlie was expecting such a thing would happen. I, as an innocent mouse who participates in the brain operation, am not able to recognize righteous between both of them. It’s a parallel between the boundaries they stand. Therefore, none of the things can be consent or agree upon. Who is the person that reaches out to my righteousness? What happens if that righteousness gives birth to tragedy? Shall I test to see if such righteousness is worth possessing?  Charlie embraces me with his words: “I swear I will go there! I will go to the place where we once saw righteousness together!” I receive such a relief when I heard from him.

Day 6- Howlers in his theater

January 6^th

This is my current perspective on Charlie Gorden: A brilliant man with mental immaturity who is bullied by his friends. I have my breakfast with him today morning with rain drops as if the sky is crying for him. Despite he is intelligence, however, I assume that he does not know the way we talk in this society: No show-off of his knowledge to other people since they might see you as disgusting. Nevertheless, he talks with me with his great knowledge of math from some sort of scientists which I don’t bother to remember the name of them. Dr.Haha asks me to bring a slice of toast form the bakery near our building ten minutes after. He often does that with a timer and time on my speed. I usually give him a grimace with a glare showing “Is this important?” Anyways, it is still fun since I can exercise. Charlie is going to school from now on, which surprises me since he is smart enough to pass through colleges. I stalk at walk behind him from the beginning of school day. There are over 200 people with a gigantic building with a cloak at the middle. Perhaps that building calls school according to my knowledge of Japanese animation. Charlie walks alone with almost every one glare at him with surprise in spite of his brain operation does not be publicize by Dr.Haha. He takes his first step into his classroom with an emotion of nervous presented by sweat; a grimace represent his loathe with people who intend to bullied him yesterday. Despite his classmates do not laugh at him, however, none of them talk to Charlie like what other classmates giggling together. The following subjects are – English, Science, Math, and Geography. I am intriguing at all of them even though I am a little tiny mouse. There is a turning point to Charlie which happened so often that classmates start to dislike him. He contains a brilliant mind that he is able to answer all of the questions and even rectify the answers teachers write on board with no argument in which all supported by his overwhelming statements or formula. He argues with a classmate at math class whether the Quadratic formula can be written as the other way. He argues with strong belief and atrocity as if he thinks he is the god of knowledge. Classmates start to detest or abhor him.  Despite Charlie realizes that he perceives awareness, however, he seems to be indifferent about them. I assume he does not know that words can be an opponent to assail others. Classmates start giving him a look which is same as the bullies who push him yesterday. Charlie leaves very early after the school. Perhaps he does not concern about his classmates and this school. Would you do the same thing to me if I am one of your classmates who yet do not insult you but intend to be one of your friends? The answer is obvious- I might perturb by Charlie’s behavior easily in school.

Day 5- The one who has scarred by the sword belongings

January 5^th

I am shocked by an incredible statement: Charlie has friends in this building. I cannot believe this since I see lots of people with him going around during this morning when I am taking breakfast. I wonder his friends are as smart as him or as proficient on psychology. Nevertheless, I should not be concern and contact with his friends because they might abhor a nasty yellow mouse which running on tables in front of him. I stalk at him during lunch at lobby. There is a scene of lots of people including men and women surround by Charlie and laughing with a raucous from the vehicle horn in one of the cars. I assume that they are gangsters or bullies who are homeless. I run quickly and remain silent while I feet hurt since there is a stone. I fall down with my interest vanished on the society of Charlie. Is Charlie a type of person who is a pariah who has been relinquished by gods? Is Charlie a type of person who is good at flirting socialization with people? I walk back to my room as I muse at these things. Have you ever contain avarice when you look at your mild beds? I do have a sudden of greed as if I want to lie on my bed for a decade. Despite I have all the things I want- beds, games, treadmill, dumbbells, and wall paper, nevertheless, Dr.Haha does not consent to one thing- Japanese animation. He thinks it is stupid to watch animation while yet having the brain operation processes completely. I am really mad at him about his perspective since he is wrong at all. I lay down on a chair holding a book “The Shadow of the Wind”. I wish I can have the same situation as the main character “Martin” who does not have any relatives including parents at all. I want to be a person who intends to bring out Armageddon from the holy Bible. I sleep with my great imagination of the holy shroud  in the book “ The Da Vinci Code”. I wake up with a sudden of aghast from the dead corpse in CSI Miami, which I always watch it on ten o’clock on the channel “AXN”. I see Charlie immediately as I open my door to get two glasses of coke. He is crying as if his immaturity causes the tragedies again. Soon, he tells me the entire event of people who look like gangsters bully him.  Charlie thought that they are all his friends who like to play around with him. However, it is not true. They treat him as a stupid person who make him fall down without any hands reach for him. They are making fun of him with a face showing “ Here you go, you retard!” Charlie leaves my way as soon as he finish the last sentence with tears all over his face. I wonder one thing: Will I be able to rescue you from plights if I am a human but not a mouse?

Day 4- A Divergent Path between him and her

Jan.4^th

I am hiding behind a brown sofa as I watch Charlie Gorden and Ms.Kuku who his teacher is having a quarrel about whether Ms.Kuku should meet Charlie Gorden at any irrational time without learning. Despite Charlie attempts very hard to confess with Ms.Kuku, nevertheless, Ms.Kuku slaps his face as he kisses her and says that “ You do not even know what love is since you are too immature.” She glares at him with a start of the argument:

“You have crushed on me, haven’t you?” said Ms.Kuku

“You get my feelings, aren’t you?” replied Charlie

“Yes, however, even though that may be how you feel, it is not how I feel. On the other hand, being parallel to how you feel, I find it bothersome. Please allow me to leave.” said Ms.Kuku

“Do you still think that, even if I can’t stand losing you in every second of my live?” protested Charlie

“You cannot understand what you are doing at this moment. I decide that you and I travel along divergent paths. Therefore, I suggest you to have these behaviors after you get older and become more mature” said Ms.Kuku

She leaves as soon as she asks him to become more mature. I remain silent to see what Charlie will do next. His hands are holding his heart as if he cannot reject the mental trauma causes by Ms.Kuku. “Why… Why will you do this” shouted Charlie. His tears fall as if the wind scars through his body into slices. His knees down as if he prays for the assistance from angels. Charlie decides to read books about psychology when two hours pass with senses of penitence and a doubt of “immaturity”. He has read over twenty books especially on non-fiction such as Thomas Shakespeare. As I have stayed with him days by days, his intelligence is growing in an extremely fast speed in which is even smarter than me currently. Despite every one includes me can see how brilliant Charlie is compare to the old Charlie, nevertheless, the current Charlie seems to be misunderstand on socialization and sort of becoming proud. He contains an immature feeling with no doubts; however, he does not know how to resolve this conflict by reading books. Every pieces of knowledge from him are collected beyond the boundary of books. Yet, he is still thinking about Ms.Kuku without any self-control. I wave at him without receiving any smile from him. I pretend to ask him about the entire course of events; nevertheless, he remains restive and leaves me alone. Despite today is the most unexpected day in which happens so many events, however, I want to be the one who can be on your side. It is obvious to know that Charlie is getting even more agitate when someone talks with him. The weather changes immediately as if the rain is deploring for his immaturity. The thunder infuriates as if it represents the perspective of Charlie. Yet, no solutions appear in his intelligent brain.

Day 3- The person who lies beyond the boundary line of avarice

January Third

This is the first time I talk to Charlie in lobby. I am a little nervous since I never talk with any strangers in my live before which this is the first time. I guess I am supposed to prepare any presents to him. Guess what? I was kidding at all except for the truth of he has a lot of friends in bakery. I am going to visit Charlie Gorden today morning which I have been told by Dr.Haha. He asks me to be the competitor with Charlie Gorden in maze.  Dr.Haha always allows me to play maze when he holds a timer. There is only one game rule in maze: I have to be as fast as I can to finish the maze. The fastest time I had was one minute and thirty seconds, which was kind of proud for me, however, I have always endeavor to be as fast as I can. In addition, I have played with Charlie four times already with my eternal victory.I see Charlie Gorden at the time I walk in to Dr. Haha’s science lab. He waves as me with a loud voice saying “good morning” as if he recognizes me long time ago. I jump on to his hand and running inside through his cloth in order to let him feel itchy. Finally, I lie on his warm hands with my most comfortable posture. We start out the maze when Dr.Haha comes back. He makes sure that Charlie and I are in the same position without any cheating. I am nervous as if I become sweaty and all the fat soon disappears. I am ambitious as if I can win a human by intelligence and not using force like a barbarian. I run in an extremely fast speed as Dr. Haha presses the start bottom. I hurtle from side to side without any skid. My right foot is accelerating with expected speed like a booster or more likely the inherited name “God-Speed- Garcia de Ceballos” which allows me run 16000 times faster compare to normal speed. My left foot “perceives” the road without using my eyes to detect as if I can scan the map of this maze that we are competing with. It allows me to focus on my “God-Speed” in order to get victory successfully. My eyes can peer at the shadow of the wind as if it demonstrates its indignation about being spotted under lights. My ears can listen to the words from angel as if she looks forward to my victory. I thought I can win this maze since I never lose in any of the competition after brain operation. I lose with a dumfounded face.This is the first time Charlie Gorden wins me with his intelligence. I left a while to get a glass of coke. Suddenly, I see one thing which makes me dumbfounded: Charlie Gorden is struggling with hands holding at his head as if he intends to impede himself from thinking one thing. He then takes his phone and calling someone. “Excuse me, Ms.Kuku. Is it okay if we meet in the lab again like yesterday?” He has a tone of intense as if he cannot control his lust himself. There is an agreement  by the female teacher after a certain complaint from her. Soon I wonder: Does Charlie Gorden like his teacher? Would he be able to control himself when he meets her?
By the way, he mentions that he was working at a bakery with a lot of friends playing around with him. Is that possible to happen on Charlie?

Day 2- When the rainbow crosses with the dark clouds

January 2th.2012
As I drink a glass of coke, I have an imagination of living in such a glorious palace with plebeians waving hands at me. It was ten minutes over, but still the same memory evokes in my mind. A man who stands up against the god and intend to retrieve everything he lost. I can amazingly see an inverted image of that man when I look the reflection of the pond beside my living room. I walk into Dr.Haha’s room and glance at the data of that man. However, I gave up since it was too humdrum for me to spy on a piece of data on a person. When I walk through the lobby, I see him twining up with white bandage cover his head. I am intimidating by the amount of bandage as if he is going to past away. “Hey, good morning” said Dr. Haha. You are still as cute as the big and fat elephant in my house.” He pats me with an obvious sarcasm. I usually replied with affronts to him if he is being rude to me, nevertheless, the scene of that man engages my full attention. He has a big smile to Dr.Haha and waving hands at me as if we are familiar with each other. He walks away with two nurses holding up him. I found myself as a person like him after I linked my pieces of memories.

Two days after, I finally have the chance to peer at him secretly. There is a scene of him with a female teacher learning words from reading. He has a smile- a distinct smile from the first day I meet him. He has more confident on his reading. Perhaps he thinks he is becoming smarter and smarter. I can look through his eyes about one thing- endeavor to remember words. His ambition deters my thinking as if he has the conqueror’s haki in one of the anime I watched call “One Piece”. However, I found out one thing intriguing to me. He spends a lot of time of an unknown word for himself and then pronounced it again. He looks and smiles at the female teacher when she is pronouncing the word. Does that man like her? Anyways, I shall be learning from his determination. He is such a voluble person when he intends to flirt with is with her. I feel penitence as I do not know the name of him. As a result, I decide to look at his private information written down at the table. I read the words in the first column. “Charlie Gorden, a man who is possibly to success over the brain operation.” I am dumbfounded at the sudden since he had done the same operation as me. That was the reason why he was wrapping with bandages. That totally makes sense now! The first idea I have after the shock is to talk with Charlie Gorden to examine his characteristics and his change of intelligence in spite of time occurs as a huge encumbrance. Then I wonder- Will he keep his pace to put effort on learning the words as he had done today?

Day 1- The man I have never seen

January 1st. 2012
Hello, everyone- You think I am going to talk in such a formal way? No way! I am Algernon the ingenious mouse who has passed beyond the boundary of intelligence. Despite you may be amazed with a mouse which talks so frequently, however, my words can be seen as one of the evidence to demonstrate my erudite and tiny brain. You may wonder the reason why I can get so intelligent. Let me divulge a very top secret to you: I am on an experiment of a brain operation by those scientists who I am not concerned about their names since they all look extremely ugly with a grimace or wry face and stare at me, or perhaps I am more handsome than them. My fur is beautifully yellow since I born in China and been sold cheaply, nevertheless, I did not know about the price after I have went through the operation. This is going to be my “Mou-Mou diary” which mentions about my reality- same as the diary of the young girl which I have read two days before...

The morning is always as ordinary base on my personal perspective. The rain always falls as if it contains a sense of lamentation. The gale is always plausibly so strong that all the trees might fall consecutively like a domino. My first right eye opens- the grimace, the attraction, the avarice as if the scientists intend to get a huge amount of money from some unknown foundations. So am I- My dream is to become the richest mouse ever with a trillion times bigger palace in the world. Therefore I have volunteered to take the operation two years before. Every action and decisions made from me seems to be so important that they record them without any complains. As I have my breakfast, a slice of cheese and a lot of corns, I was made with insanity. Every day of my life is as original like the space with a given theory of Geocentric Theory by Ptolemy or the Determinism will be caused by the prior events from humans. At the moment of finishing my breakfast, I see a tall person with blue hair and the bangs have covered his right eye as if he looks like an actor in the modern drama. Nevertheless, he seems to contain mental retardation as I peer at him going through the maze which I have done over a million times with an eternal victory after completed the brain operation. That person is standing beside my personal doctor “Dr.Haha” who usually takes care of me. Despite he seems to strive to reach the path of success, however, he always falls as he intend to fly through this encumbrance. That man tells Dr.Haha that he wants to learn something. His eyes shone with agitation as soon as he holds Dr.Haha’s hands. Then he continue “Pleaz help mi become smart!” This is the first time I see such an ambitious man with great expectation who has forbidden by the gods and searching for someone who expose the dawn at him.  Perhaps he has showered in critiques, however, he seems to receive the critiques and reverse them into a magnificent smile. I soon wonder one thing- Will I able to understand him and be the one who stands by his side?